Friday, May 23, 2014

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It's been 3 months since my last post. I've been busy. Not really. I was just lazy as fuck. Well I finished my hell of a semester last month and I'm so fucking glad that was over. I'm thinking of switching programs but I'm just not sure which one. I don't really know and it stresses me so much. I shed so much tears in those last 2 months of 2nd semester. I'd like to thank my friends who was with me during tough times. Specially Fatima/dick friends. Shoutouts to you guys. I wouldn't be sane without you guys. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I mean it.

I really didn't do anything productive when I got out of school. All I did was go on twitter and update myself with Infinite and have a chat with my tlist. As always. I made numerous accounts for tumblr then deleting it again. I know I'm weird. My whole day literally just consisted of twitter/tumblr/youtube/blogger. I tried being productive but I just can't. I'm so lazy. I need help.

Two weeks after my summer vacation, my dentists told me to give her my resume because her husband's workplace is hiring and me being unemployed for the past 5 years thought why not? And so I gave her my resume the next day, along with my mom's, and lucky enough, they called me back after a week. So I got called in for an interview and I didn't know it was a restaurant tbh. I had to idea until I googled it at the last minute. Anyways, I got hired on the spot and the manager was really nice to me and we talked about my past experiences which was none.

It was actually my very first job. I attended their tasting event and I started working a week later. I started off as a food runner for two days because one of the manager thought I was hired as a food runner when I was actually a busser. So 3rd day, they switched me from running food to bussing. I had no training what-so-ever but they still put me on the job. The first week was fucking hell. It was so tiring. I've never done so much work in my life. My parent's doesn't even make me do heavy chores like those. It was a new experience to me.

Payday came though. My first paycheck wasn't big because I started when it was already their cutoff, so I only got paid for 2 days. The next payday came and all my hard work paid off. It was 3 times larger than my first paycheck and I got $200 worth of tips. I was really happy. I don't know what I'm gonna do with those money yet. Probably buy myself a phone because I've been phoneless for the last 6 years omg.

This is getting long and it doesn't even make sense anymore.

Monday, February 03, 2014

Just My Luck

Hey guys! It's been a long time since my last post. It's been almost a month since semester 2 started and I haven't done any single thing on my new year's resolution list yet. ㅠㅠㅠㅠ Well, I've always been like thatㅡmaking plans and never starting them. Sigh. I wish I can change. I'm trying though. I haven't done much studying to be honest. I have been skipping a lot of classes which is really bad. I don't know. I hate skipping but I keep doing it. I really need immediate help.

A week ago, a family friend came in and just started talking about some business things and since I'm a business major, I was invited to the talk. You don't know how much I wanted the couch to swallow me whole right there. It was the boring(est) and shittiest talk I've had with anyone. She also introduced me and my parents to this business school.

TADA! I didn't know I was enrolled in that business school. Now I gotta worry about finding a job, college life and another school. As if I already didn't want to kill myself because of all the workload in college, I'm yet again enrolled in another business school. Am I being sensitive or what? It's just really annoying how my parents decides everything for me. Well it wasn't completely their fault. I said yes tooㅡbut only because they looked so happy imagining me being a businesswoman.

I just-idk. They have so high expectations of me, it scares me to death.

Did I tell you the classes was 5 hours long? I can barely stay awake in my 3 hour lectures. It's after my classes. So basically, after I'm done with my lectures, I am off to another school. Please kill me.

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